i have commitment issues. but not the normal kind for a guy my age. when i like a girl, i commit to liking her. and it usually takes liking another girl to make me stop liking the first girl. and yes, this has come back to bite me in the but recently. theres a girl, who may be reading this, and she knows who she is, who i liked. i told her i liked her way before i should have, and then we flirted for awhile. then she told me we needed to be just friends and i agreed, and three months later i still really liked her. then i fell for a girl i met somewhere else, and battled over which of the two of them i liked more. for like two weeks, then i realized that maybe, just maybe, i needed to get over the first one, and not like the second either.
basically i think i like people too much. so when i like a girl, or even pretend to start to like a girl, i jump in. and it usually works out that i am an idiot, and sometimes it messes things up. in fact, to the aforementioned girl who knows who she is, i want to apologize for jumping the gun, cause it made things awkward between us. i hope we can still become better friends.
really this blog doesn't need to be posted, but it will be anyways. cause thats just what i do.
i guess i can make it seem better if i do this:
pray for me. that i find the line between over commitment and under commitment.
Your brother had the same issues (borderline stalker). He figured things out eventually and found Julie. You'll be okay.
ReplyDeletethanks steve, the borderline stalker thing was kinda out of the blue, but i think i get what you mean.
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